8.7.05. 1.41am.

drnk.

i find that, while drunk
(and i am drunk now)
the senses do interesting things.

i believe that my vision, proprioception (sense of body placement), and habitual thought (ie, how to turn on the bathroom light), are all syncked up with real time. my hearing seems to lag slightly behind. my sense of touch seems to lag significantly behind, as do my higher cognitive thoughts.

for instance. i just scratched my nose. the thought that it itched, in retrospect, took awhile to register. that registered, however, i scratched my nose with ease. but the feeling of having scratched it was a bit behind the scratching. very odd.

i think i sound like i'm on drugs. which i'm not. unless regina, the awesome bartender, spiked the drinks she bought for me and ember. but i don't think she did. i think i just had five drinks between 10:30 and 1am, which is a bit more than my usual of no drinks in that time.

ah well. i think i've set my alarm correctly, and i'm doing my best to stay up until i've drunk a few glasses of water, and i even think somehow i'm not making many typos or spelling mistakes. that's got to be worth something, karmicly speaking.

jeez, i'm getting drunker while i sit here. better go to be soon. la.

j